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Addicted To My Drug by koolestgurl, literature

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Addicted To My Drug

You're my drug. You're the one thing that keeps me alive, But you're the one thing that kills me slowly. I want you, but more importantly, I need you. I need you to keep me together cuz i'm falling apart without you And my body actually hurts from witdrawl. At first when i met you I was nervous and afraid. Now I'm sure i'm unstoppable As I'm high off us. I think if this road is going to end Its going be cause of an overdose. But I'll gladly take it and Die from your poison in my veins. All because you're my drug.

If it, Into it by koolestgurl, literature

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If it, Into it

If a song hasn't got to do with pain and suffering, drinking and drugs, or money, sex and hoes, Then that's the song no one knows. If reality is T.V. and cheating, Then reality isn't worth meeting. If everyone's saying one thing and doing the other, Then why do we even bother? If someone isn't rich then they're poor, There's no in-between anymore. If everyone grew up hurt and abondoned, Then why are we still standin'? If some girls are just used and abused, Then why are all men the acused? If pleasing someone is just one way, Then why do we risk ourselves everyday? If all we do is complain, Then why aren't we doing anything t

Forgotten Wishes by koolestgurl, literature

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Forgotten Wishes

We've looked for angels up it in the sky, and Didnt find a thing. We've all wished upon those stars, and only found dissapointment. We've wished for so much on those stars, Hoped for so much from those angels and never had them come true. Whispers of what we've wanted Still left in the air. But the whispers start to fade and Our tears seem to appear. Our dissapointment leads us to loose much more Than a wish come true, Everytime our hopes are forgotten.

I Don't Want To Remember by koolestgurl, literature

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I Don't Want To Remember

I just want to go and forget you. I'm tired of waiting for good-byes That will never be good. I just want leave and forget you. I don't want to remember you at all. I don't want to hurt you, As much as I've been hurt. But I feel my disappearance Is for the best. So I plan to not say a word And walk away. You probably will remember me the longest. And I'll remember you the longest. But eventually we'll all forget. We'll just be faint memories haunting each other Every once in a while, Until it completely fades. Hopefully, our faces will fade fast, So we wont be pained When we never meet again. You were my frie

Never a Woman by koolestgurl, literature

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Never a Woman

Its a meaningless effort to try and change myself I'm just a girl and nothing more Just a girl begging to be that so called woman, but Held back by some much time that hasn'tpassed I rush to my window hoping to see if my reflection has Changed just like the leaves outside carried by the wind I never see me change, I don't think anyone will see a change I'm the same in all the ways yet I barely recognize the rest of the world that For some reason has changed before my eyes, and Has left me behind, as a girl and never to be a woman, Which is all I want to be

Don't know what to say by koolestgurl, literature

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Don't know what to say

I see your eyes and where they look I know what you're thinking and I know what you're planning to do I think I know how you feel I see your pain and I want to take it away But I dont know how I can make you feel make you feel better I dont know what to do to stop you from doing that Is there something I can say, if so tell me so I can say it For now I dont know what to say I dont know what to do some friend I am

Over my shoulder by koolestgurl, literature

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Over my shoulder

Pour it all into words I sit here and write I break and pause as my suspicion gets worse My paranoia gets to me I dont know what I think is there I just know its a shadow And its as big as a beast It's scaryand ruthless I just want to run and yet I am still writing and just glancing over my shoulders expecting a monster But how can that be all the doors are locked I'm all alone How can I be here with a monster when there isn't anything or anyone here Yet, I dont serch I just keep my pen in my hand. Just pondering if there's a open window or an open door

One Word by koolestgurl, literature

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One Word

Put everything in one word, What do you get? You get silence No word can be said to explain everythingright and if there is a word Tell me that word, That word that explains my life That word that explains life and death itself, wealth and poverty, wonderful and wretched, calm and pain, the remembered and the forgotten That word that explains nothing and the everything the hate that fills the world and the love that fills us Tell me that one word But if you cant tell me that one word let silence mean the world let it mean everything

Why by koolestgurl, literature

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Why

Why do we hold all of our emotions inside? Why is there a mask on all our faces? Why do we lie to the mirror? Why do we say we are happy when we are really not? Why do we waste our time putting on a show that no one buys? Why do we forget to cry wehn we are so close to tears? How can we hold our hearts together by staples? How can we pretend we don't hide something? How can we watch ourselves give up?

trying to be someone by koolestgurl, literature

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trying to be someone

Everyone wants to stand out Everyone wants to be different Everyone wnats attention But you, You go too far You go to the extreme You race to the center and trample anyone who gets in your way You dont know the ones who want to be you and then the ones who want to kill But to get where you are you go too far, just to get to the taste of everyone to have all eyes on you, noticing you even if its not the real you Why cant you be yourself? Have you acted so long that you changed your act into yourself

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: champaign...IL
Favourite genre of music: i just luv music

Favourite Movies

hook, pulp fiction,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

too many good ones out there

Favourite Games

kingdom hearts

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2 and X-box

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koolestgurl

May 30, 2006

emo army

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guy: I had a brilliant idea guy: like just now guy: whuahaha l0st9irl88: lol l0st9irl88: this can't be good guy: ok like guy: so emo's love to cut things guy: and cry.... l0st9irl88: lol guy: but the second part is besides the point l0st9irl88: i dont like where this is going guy: ok guy: so like also emo guys will do anything a single emo band tells them too guy: ok l0st9irl88: lol guy: so like what we do is have the Army pay a bunch of emo bands to heave an emo-stock-fest...-thing guy: then guy: the emo bands will say to join the army l0st9irl88: omg l0st9irl88: *-shakes head-* guy: right so now the military would have

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koolestgurl

Oct 16, 2005

Good Days

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Well Today is my 17th birthday and so its going really well. I didn't get anything material but i wasnt expecting anything like that but i did get a call from my sister saying that shes coming home tomorow which is really good news. I've been missing her and my mom. I was worried about my sister for a while but shes doing really well since her back surgery on Monday. *-Dances-* I'm so happy that they're coming home. I'm tired of taking the place of my mom. It's a really hard job. I had to take everyone everywhere cook and I' m still cleaning. >.< Oh well everything will be back to normal very soon... as much as it can be. *-partys-*...and

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koolestgurl

Aug 15, 2005

stupid quizes

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this is what you call extreme boredomness... o well i still want to know plz answer but only if you want to.. i guess remember i would respond to your thingy W0ULD Y0U....(Put an 'x' in the box for yes, leave it blank for no.) [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] buy me a drink? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at